learning to dream part ii

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how fickle is my heart, & how unchanging is our heavenly father!

i want to learn conversational italian & japanese. i want to learn greek so that i can study the new testament. i still wanna learn how to make petite gateaux & latte art. i want a nikon dslr; i wanna take the intro to photography class at SD for my area of focus req.

i wanna major in physiology/neuroscience and minor in human development & possibly teaching. i want to teach physio/neuro to high school students. i want to take interior design classes & open my own cafe, my own photography business, & my own stationery business.

i want a toller and an aussie.

i wanna travel the world with my husband to minister to broken people. i want to sponsor kids through compassion international, and then i want to meet them in person.

i want a roadbike. i want to run a half marathon.

i yearn to be available for when two people from high school encounter life difficulties, become broken, & seek hope, truth, and healing. i yearn to see college friends know christ. i yearn to see my sisters mature in christ. i want a discipler. i wanna get to know the harvest sisters better.

i am excited for how God is gonna fully orchestrate my love story.

i still want to be alive when someone cures cancer... and when someone finds out why deja vu occurs.

i say this with resigned acceptance & an amused smile: God, why are you so unconventional?

things change

perspectives change

dreams change

God doesn't change

God, thank you for letting me dream
thank you for the joy it brings me
you're top priority though:
not that you even need my permission,
but i commit my dreams to you.
you're a God who gives & takes.
do as you see fit, go go go

the me 9 months ago:
[ learning to dream part i ]

sidenote;
i didn't know i had it in me to cry this much