greedy

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i want a job where i can work with youth, preferably at a nonprofit serving disadvantaged communities. i also want to move out to a place where i can have a private room and live with girls in the same life stage who aren't disgusting dirty and aren't loud. also somewhere that i can actually afford. what the heck is childlike faith. where is god in this idk i'm greedy and feel desperate and have baggy eyes

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bought la sportiva pythons bc my scarpa helix's rubber has holes. also ordered bridesmaid dress. and doing counseling and need/want a new laptop. wallet is sad ;_;