rainy fridays

4.06.2013

april sentiments

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how do i articulate that which i cannot? the sentiments of april 2013. maybe it is paralyzed nostalgia, or temporary shock. it is terrifying that the things i thought would be forever far removed have already intruded upon my life. i am only nineteen.

as i sit here wrapped in my fleece blanket, i am stumbling for words like a displaced fish gasps for water. i have never felt more incapable. i am stupidly glad that the Spirit intercedes on our behalf, with inexpressible groans.i am entertaining a running commentary of God’s faithfulness in my life because it is all i can reasonably muster the will to do, and because i don’t have time or energy to indulge in obsessive apprehension of unknown things. today i am grateful for my cable knit cardigan; for wonderfully mind stretching classes about exploitation and immigration and jimmy wong’s response to alexander wallace; for brothers and sisters who love Jesus. far removed things, welcome to my life.

sidenotes;
hug plz

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